Do you have a hero or hero?  I have too many to count! A lot of them are each of you. I admire how hard you work to obtain your learning. I admire you for perseverance to finish, even with the daily hardships that we all face.
I think it is so important to have people to look up to. People that you admire, that you can read about and learn from.  Below are a couple writers that I especially admire and read and reread their books often. I hope that you too may be guided in the right direction by them. You can get these books used on Amazon really cheap or rent for free from the local public libraries.
Norman Vincent Peale: The Power of Positive Thinking: A Practical Guide to mastering the problems of life
Stephen Covey: The 7 habits of highly effective Thinkers
Jim Fray: Love and Logic
Gary Chapman: The 5 Love Languages
 Melody Beattie: Co-Dependent No More